Magazines
Several of the ambulance trains and Section Sanitaire Anglaise (SSA) produced their own magazines during the war, or souvenir magazines afterwards. They tend to be in Boy’s Own spirit, to concentrate on the logistics of the operation and tales of derring-do.
For anyone expecting either spiritual, political or pacifist content, as you find in the prison samizdat of conscientious objectors, you will be disappointed! For example, the following extract from Two years with the French army, the souvenir magazine of SSA19:
“The Germans finding they could not advance, got busy with their artillery, and two of the cars had to be towed in from Nieuport-Bains, one with a large hole in the petrol tank, and the other with the bodywork completely destroyed by a shell which exploded on the chassis. The driver, A. Henderson, had a miraculous escape having only left the driving seat a few seconds previously.”4
And a truly mundane extract, this time with the full benefit of hindsight, comparing the mechanical failings of the different vehicles used, from the SSA14 history Section Sanitaire Anglaise Quatorze, 1915-1919: an account of the activities in Belgium & Northern France of a section of the Friends' Ambulance Unit in the chapter ‘A Mechanical Medley’:
“Altogether the Buicks (the last model of ambulance they used, presumably supplied by the Americans) gave good service, but I shudder to think what would have happened had the war lasted another year. Two years would seem to be about the maximum with an American chassis over war time roads." 5
Rather than contemplating the human loss another year of war would have incurred, as one might expect from a pacifistic outlook, the concern is for the mechanical strain. However, there are some insights into the suffering of war throughout the accounts. There is also, in a similar vein to many of the accounts of imprisoned conscientious objectors, a desire not to equate their ordeal with that of the common soldier who faced the worst hardship.
“The war has dealt leniently with the Section: it is not impossible that the pages which follow may leave the impression that it was a “jolly old war” after all – so merciful and deceptive is memory. Those who have seen it know it for what it is….an evil and abhorrent thing." 6
One of the FAU magazines during the war describes how the ambulance trains function, giving an insight into the conditions:
“Walk up the train from one end to the other, and there will seem to be not a corner that has not its occupant; everywhere the same inert shapes under the dark, rough blankets; everywhere the same all-pervading smell, thick sickening." 7
And so, perhaps, this preoccupation with the minutiae of repair work, and accounts of throttles jamming, axles breaking, and failing gear-boxes was a means of distraction from the immense difficulties they faced. From talking to relatives in our Library, Quakers and other pacifists seem to have been no different to those who fought, in not wanting to discuss the harrowing aspects of their wartime experience.
And of course many of the men from the FAU did use their experiences to inspire lifetimes of pacifist activity and anti-war campaigning, least of all in the lead up to the next World War.